Wednesday, January 10, 2007
its a rumbling post..
its been a long time since i last blogged..juz dont feel like blogging..
oh well..a recap on year 2006..got my first A- in NUS..went to bangkok with my parents but did nt really enjoy the shopping experience with my mom's constant nagging..went fer SWEAT n my first time n wind surfing..got sick sick n more sick..i think i went to the doctor more than i did in 11 mths..den came jane my lil sis bestie..stayed with us fer almost 2-3weeks..the time she was ard..the house was got hyped up..now tt she's back in canada..the house is so quiet again.. JANE!! come back soon to play monoploy!!
2006 xmas was one of the best i had..stayin with "the boy", meeting up with ppl, having chalet with 27th..ppl ard me is gr8 tho the weather SUX.. also started to read up abt europe fer grad trip with teddy...
fast forward to 2007..i really hope i can go europe fer my grad trip n get a lil car..get into NIE n get the passion fer teaching back..seems to be losing it..seems to lose passion for the things i'm doing..even the club..doing thigns for the sake of doing and putting up a brave front bcoz i'm supposed to be veri zai..n suppose to love the club n motivate the club...but...i juz feel like travelling ard the world myself or with a fren or 2.. oh well..holidays r in plan but work have to be done..i hope i can get 2 more As..haha..veri tan xin ahx..i dont think its possible bcoz i'm S/U-ing 2 out of 5 mods..of which the remaining is 1 fac n 2 maths modules..which impossible to get A..so my cap..hiakx..
Been talking alot to teddy..its really been great to have someone to talk to at nite..someone tt loves the scrapbook i made..someone tt behaves like my clone..haha..thx teddy..
i think i'm having mood swings..happy at a moment..sad at another..the only thing tt i'm engross in is reading abt london..n searching for tuition assignments tho not teaching them..being physically unfit makes it worse when i feel tired giddy n puke-ish all the time..arghx...life sux at this moment..saving up fer europe n car means saving money n not shopping..so retail therapy cant be used..n readings r piling up...arghx arghx..
SOMEONE DO SOMETHING!!!
Sometimes i wonder..wld me nt replying calls immediately deserve a loud reprimand..no matter how excited i am to share or how much i wish to chat...wld instantly be reduce to disappointment..n bring tears..i really dun like the nite bcoz this wld always happen..
EDITTEd: ignore me..the positive ones r still positive..but the negative ones..juz...hmm...err...PMS-ing!
(gals best ans to all probs)
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
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