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Thursday, June 14, 2007

its a emotional ride 3..

this is a 3rd emo entry i have..but its nuttin to do with jiawei..
its abt u..
u sent me on a emotional roller coaster 10 yrs ago..
i knew this was going to happen more than a mth ago..
but i din expect it to hurt so much tt it feels numb now..
i put myself into a vulnerable position fer 1 mth..
i thot the worse was over..

wads the point of saying sorry..
r u really sorry or r u juz gonna miss me bugging u..
i really dunno wad i shld do..
tell me wad u wan me to do..
i'm really tired..
its not the first time..
when teddy was late to meet me..
u ask me..how impt was i to her..
but apparently..
i'm less impt to u..

u know i wld nt blame u..
u have been having the upper hand since 10 yrs ago..
just dont make me lose faith again..
i hate wad i'm going thru now..
i have to reboot my emotions CPU..
lemme tell u tt everytime i have to restart it..the pit is shallower than it was..
someday..i wld juz jump in and out without having to restart..
dont blame me when the day comes..

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
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