lost in a fairytale world

copyrighted by caryn
Saturday, June 16, 2007

its a lonely day 2..

its been more than 24 hrs..this absence is killing me..fer the past mths..the dependence on you has grown so much..the growth amaze me as well..
i cant survive a day without wanting a hug..
i cant survive a day without ice cream..
i cant survive a meal without a drink..
i cant survive a day without penning down my feelings and thoughts.
i cant survive a day without snuggling in bed..
i cant survive a nite without you tucking me into bed..
i had to cry myself to bed..
i was tossing n turning..i told myself i have to take care of myself..but i really cant slp..i told myself nt to cry bcoz tt i promised you..
but u sms me..u made me realised i really miss u..more than i ever do..
i cried so hard..harder than when u first broke me the news..
i thank Lord for the phone call u made to me this afternoon..thank Lord for giving me strength..
its been only the 2nd day..and i regret my decision to let u go..
it doesnt help tt the Science Club ppl r getting irritating..i know tt they dunno abt wads going on in my life..
it doesnt help tt my gf is shopping in BKK..
it doesnt help tt my sis is out all the time..
it doesnt help tt i'm nt working nt schooling..
all i can do now is to cover myself with my blanket..eat icecream..drink cold drinks..watch Lost and prepare a surprise for u when you come back..
how i wished we never came back to Singapore..

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
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