Tuesday, October 31, 2006
its a shit hole..
hiakx..when i'm free..no one comes to me..*growls*
i got meeting tmr, thu, friday and dinner appointment on saturday..
to top it off..everyday is full day..
den tuition kid comes msg me 12 hrs b4 she wans tuition and demands it..
arghx
den flag director comes along to bully me..
den teddy bear helped me with floorplan ready to discuss..cant even find time fer tt..
arghx
HATE THIS LIFE I'M HAVING..
how i wish..
every friday sitting in arts canteen with teddy bear to chat till we miss tutorials and i go back just in time fer lecture..
every day meet the boy for dinner and go home tog..
sit in front of the tv everyday to watch channel 55 and 56 non stop from7pm to 12mn..
I WISHED ah!
WAKE UP STUDY AND WORK HARDER
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
23:59
Friday, October 20, 2006
its a name calculation
someone send me this link
http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp
this is my results (:
There are 17 letters in your name.Those 17 letters total to 74There are 7 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 11
The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.
The expression or destiny for #11:Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.
The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.
The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.
Your Soul Urge number is: 11
A Soul Urge number of 11 means: With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.
If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.
If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.
The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.
Your Inner Dream number is: 9
An Inner Dream number of 9 means: You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and what to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.
quite accurate..
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
00:00
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
its a irritated..
sometimes i really wonder..am i supposed to be blame for everything?
issit me being over-sensitive or ur freaking tone is wrong..
every since that day..i felt tt u changed..
the way u ask abt things..
the way to expect things to be done and
the way you sound like i'm always the one tt is to be blame..
u make urself sound so irksome and i cant help it but to burst out here..
u can go home as early as u wish, study as much as u wan..
but u seems to think tt i dun nid to study n i have to b expected to read ur mind n be a perfect person..
dun worry ppl..i'm fine..juz irritated..dun bother asking whu wad when where how why..
i'm juz irritated..
feeling a li' better
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
22:11
Sunday, October 15, 2006
its a party...
1stly wanna apologise for nt inviting everyone..
but my place is onli a HDB =)
2ndly wanna thank everyone whu came to give their blessing..
3rdly wanna apologise to those tt can but did nt witness the cake cutting..
shijun, terence, kelvin,my relatives
4thly wanna thank everyone for their gifts...
the boy..
shijun n gang 4 the winderful pencil
various groups of ppl from 26th SCMC, 27th SCMC, costume comm06, DND'06, KAPgang
grp of frenz from 4c1
not forgetting my darling sista tt help me coordinate, decor, doll up..my mom n dad for all the hussle n love for me..my relatives for making an effort down...
ops..i forgot to thank eugene n yanbin+gang for the 2 bottle of wines..thankiew
lastly wanna thank the boy for the so meanful msg on the guest book..
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
00:51
Saturday, October 14, 2006
its a ultimate bad karma
girl was trying to be miss nice girl..but it has proved tt girl got bad karma..
girl happily bought a external HDD and a USB hub fer herself fer bday..went home happily to play with toy..transfer everything from internal HDD (reads: 15GB) over to external HDD so tt laptop can be faster..
girl dumb dumb..onli check fer entertainment stuff, n everything else EXCEPT the most impt folder..den formatted internal HDD..
mr m: normal format or quick format....(tons of qns)...CANNOT retrieve alreadi..gotta pay 10K fer professional to do it..
mr j: dun worry..can type again
mr c: huh can retrieve de mehx?
mr s:can de..slowly find a way
girl: DIE..bad karma all reflecting back to me..
stayed up the whole nite to search fer data recovery software..but all nid to pay at least USD70 to get the software to retrieve everything..stayed up to retype n do print screen..till 6am..
found a software
SLEEP!!!
..3 hours..4 hours..5 hours..missed tutorial..
mr s: i found a crack code
mr k:i got nuttin to do..so i give u a lift to sch so u wun be late fer lecture..
mr sm:lemme help..
in one hour..ALL documents retrieved(tho i din use the crack)...
classic case of karma..when girl do bad things..all bad karma befall on girl..one time GOOD one..
..girl used up all good karma with ppl like mr s, mr sm, mr k.. u know whu u r..
thank you
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
01:26
Thursday, October 12, 2006
its a birthday treat..
boy gives gal a new white puma watch..with a tint of pink! 
so nice..so different..thank you..
boy gives the girl a treat..sakura international buffet at Clementi Woods.. new place..$24 for 2 storeys worth of food.. huge varities but no specialisation..still think that Mertitus Marina got the nicest buffet *salivating*..
boy walks gal home from Clementi Wood carrying all her heavy load..gal survive near 4km of walk..wish the walk nv ends..
simple day for a pair of simple boy and gal..
Happy one-day-old dear diary...
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
00:00
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
its a well-wishes
O.o ..this is quite overwhelming..so many ppl remembered by bday..but i took them for granted n did nt invite them over on saturday but esp. touched.. *guilty*
Oh well..wadever it is..honours list for those who remember my bday b4 1500hours today..
the boy, siang, liling, ting, ivan tan, cuiting, hanbin, shijun,daniel, ziyang, kangyang, john, ivan goh, dex, siwei, siongjie, ronglun, my mom, aravin, candy, alan, shirley, shiming, henree, justin, wynne, valmond, eugene, alvin, zirong, lijing, amanda
thank you..
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
15:06
its a beginning...
i really dunno wads the fuss abt 21st bday..
but seriously since its supposed to b fussy..den........
THIS IS A BIG FUSS
bcoz i'm commerating it by this blog..
this blog was born 11th oct 2006.
more about the next chapter of my life reveals...
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
01:02
