lost in a fairytale world

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

its a first week of school..

oh wells..
after my first day..i was asked to do relieve duties last min..i was fine UNTIl i found out it was for Eng Lang n Eng Lit..n WTH..i have to take classes..
i was really frigthen..really bad bad bad..
but all was nt tt bad after all..
i kept those terrorist quiet..i manage to deliver lessons and made the boys hate me..wahahahahaha

Day 3 and 4 were spent at Teachers Prep Prog.. OMG..i'm thankful to the Lord for sending me to ACS Barker..i have no complains wrt to the students ani more.. barker boys r juz noisy and cannot stop talking..but the course really was enriching and i'm hearten to know tt wad i did on Day 2 was right..it feels veri gd tt instructor said there is a teacher naturally in me.. WAHAHAHA

Day 5 was ok..long day..tiring..when i had to face the sec1s again..n i was in class with them ALONE..my gawd..had to rush ard..n i came back to sch to see sooo much things to do..and also kanna arrow for CIP duties with the boys.. WTH..hiakx

Week 2 of this chapter will be starting again..
sigh..
i cant wait for the National day HOlidays

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
21:54
Monday, July 23, 2007

its a first day of school..

wads the big deal of first day of school tt i have to blog? bcoz i'm nt a student..but official miss cynthia tan
the day began well..
my fave lesson of the day was chapel with the upper sec..the only time of the day i get to hear ALMOST silence..
but things got a bit heated..
case 1
boy: huh not again..another new teacher.. jialat ah..she sure die..
my teacher in charge: aiyo..than you dun bully ppl la..

round 1: boy wins

STUN..

A HOD which was in charge of orientating us told us to let the boys make some noise..n be prepared for a cultural shock in a single sec sch..i thot i was with SOOO many prep talks by so many ppl..even old boys from barker..but it din seem enuff AT ALL!

case 2
boy: teacher, y u so quiet..interaction time..y u nv talk one..
me: when i'm nt talking..i'm listening..so be careful
boy stun n sat down

round 2: I won

case 3
this is too much to describe...
being in Sec 1 normal acad with 40 boys tt r worse than monkeys..i'm impressed tt the teacher is still teaching..a few glares during observation managed to get the boys to talk to me nicely..no way am i going to smile at them..i'll get to see them tmr again..i hope they respect teachers more..

i cant wait for tmr seriously..i'll be seeing my FIRST n ONLY express class..
my stories of ACS Barker wun end juz like tt...stay tuned!

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
22:37
Friday, July 13, 2007

its a celebrity look alike..

sooo cool..
haha..make me happy nia

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
00:23
Thursday, July 12, 2007

its a test IXV...

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

You Sometimes Hold a Grudge

You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you.
And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up.

Do You Hold a Grudge?

You Are a Brownie

Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.
Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are.

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

You Are 48% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
23:55
Monday, July 09, 2007

its a Commencement..

FINALLY..done with my B.Sc. tts all for studying..at least for now..
the journey have nt been easy..no marvellous results to be proud of.. but a fulfilling journey ready to be shared to all my juniors and students in time to come.. the NUS journey was not always smooth sailing.. but a pleasant one tt i have no regrets..
i wanna take this opportunity to thank many who have made this chapter of my life complete..

FOW 2004 OG
- Sokhui, Mei Xuan, Seniors etc. thank you for being the first grp of frens tt i had..esp Sokhui for being the only lecture mate i had fer a gd 1 yr..
SCAMP 2005 Godzilla
-esp Shijun for being a caring AOGL, taking care of odd ends tt i have no idea..
Rag 2005
-esp dancers, costumes gals..thank you for leaving a day in my life tt i can never forget..most imptly thank NUS fer this chance fer me to meet all the Science Club ppl..
26th SCMC
-thank you every single one of u..Shishi, Shiming, Terence, Siowween, Terence Lim and esp Leonie..everyone of u have been supportive..THANK YOU gf..for always being there for me and nt judging me..always understanding n tolerant..
Rag 2006
-thank you Rag comm for believing in the Faculty..thank you for making it a day we cry tog..
DnD 2006
-thank you terence lim for giving me the chance to be the run way manager, DnD coordinator..making many big decisions and have a lil show at Zouk and i would be proud of..n to my dearest comm memebrs..thank you for the times we had to look at the hottest hunks n babes in Science.. thank you ALL pageant contestants for being such friendly warm n enthu freshies and all the cooperation u gave me for OUR show to be successful..
27th SCMC
- thank you for putting up with my naggings and screams..thank you for making an effort to hide "illegal" activities behind my back..
Flag 2007
-thank you Flag comm for pushing thru..in wanting only the best for the Club..for all the time n money u guys put in..THANK YOU..the shield id waiting..
Maths Majors
-thank you every single one of u..for the times we skip lectures..the times we chat in lectures..the times we avoided tutorial answering..the times we had to do our help sheet..the times we hated the PRCs..
2' production crew
-thank you guys for being part of my firt film attempt..it was really an enjoyable time tt we had tog..prob a mod tt we ALL could have a A..IF we din S/U it..haha

jiawei
-thank you for encouraging me thru my exams tho maths really sux..
siang
-thank you for caring n encourgaing me thru those low periods
sweet
- thank you for appearing in my first sem n my last sem..giving me a reason to study hard so tt my mom wun worry..thank you for just being ard me..thank you for taking so much time off for me..thank you for going on graduation trip with me..thank you for coming to my commencement and Rag n Flag Camp..thank you for the lil lil things u do bcoz u need not nv done so..
leonie
- REALLY thank you from the bottom of my heart..u r always there for me..be it for our modules or Science Club..i'm sorry tt 27th took up alot of my time in yr 3..but it wouldnt have worked out without u..thank you for accompanying me thru almost all my lectures..thank you for being a wonderful gf..thank you for all the bitching gossiping care n concern advises..thank you most imptly for allowing me to be ur fren..i've never never go out so much for a gf..thank you for giving me such a chance..
My mom n Dad..
-thank you for sending me thru the U no matter how hard things can be..for tolerating all my nonsense..for understanding my club committments and all the alte nites n stay overs..
my lil sista n elder brother..
-thank you for covering my arsh all these while..for ur encouragment and advise..for all the believe n faith in me..thank you..n gd luck to u 2 for wad u guys have ahead..

ok..this entry is draggy n emo..but this chapter have been a LONG one..thank you..
photos for commencement on the side bar..courtesy of my one n only dearest photographer- sweet(Joe Chen) =)

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
22:25
Monday, July 02, 2007

its a post SCAMP..

woah..its been a long long week..SCAMP.."appreciation nite"..sweet's return..n even before SCAMP died..my OG jio-ed fer a gathering..
sooo many things happen..teddy came fer SCAMP "free-lance"..reminded me of the SCAMP last yr..really wished tt time din pass so fast..so fast tt we r going to graduate..
i teared when i saw Rag video AGAIN..nothing new..but ziyang made me realise wad the tears were for..he said..these ppl cry bcoz they feel for the faculty..they love science. as much as i had to admit it..n i always complain abt everything..its true tt i've grown to be attached to the varsity..probably after meeting ppl i din expect to meet..i only have the club to thank for such a wonderful varsity life..but when i teared at the 06 rag dance..i wondered y..n i found an ans..i saw the hard work n the dedication the dancers have..the love they have for the faculty..it really touch the raw spot in me..
not forgetting sweet's return..i skipped sentosa n the bash to receieve my royal highness..lolx..but sentosa n bash can wait..enuff said..
OG outing today was expectedly a smash..right from the start of SCAMP..i din expect to be so involved..but well..i made full use of my time with the last freshies i gonna have..i really must thank Ocean mystic for being wonderful house-mates..thank Alan for bickering with me n making everyone luff..thank SCAMP comm for the wonderful job done..n not least..my OG NEMO..thank everyone fer being part of my last SCAMP..n having a chance to be part of such a bonded n cohesive n encouraging OG..today's outing was great..eating..talking abt rag n flag..as well as the "get-to-know-ur-felllow-nemo" session.. TOTALLY cool tt u ppl r so open..lolx..more to come..i hope everyone would enjoy FOP 2007 n rock Science Faculty like the old ppl did..may the passion continue..

- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
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