Thursday, August 07, 2008
its been a long long time since i blog..not that i dont have anything to blog..
but i seriously cant find any time to..
some updates..
i left barker on 18th July..
it was a bitter sweet thing..
was quite touched by the boys on the notes, gifts..
not forgetting 3B2 throwing a surprise farewell party for me..
i wanted to do emo things for them..but i reckon i stay sombre..haha
as if!
NIE for now..
many said its a break from teaching..
asked me to enjoy it..
at first i miss barker..and think its DARN BORING..
first week and i found its damn DUH..
the things e study..crap
now 2nd week..
HELL LOTS of reading!!!
but i love my math tutor..he's great manx..i think i really really learn alot tt i always wanted to know about teaching math..
he captures attention and does engaged learning.
altho he's strict and everything i think he's GOOD
unlike tt faggot(ask me if u need to know)
my brother left for the states for his Masters..
i'm all happy for him..
but i cant hold back my tears at the airport..
juz 2 days ago..
i cried..BADLY..for 3 man in my life..
i first cried for my brother..
i suddenly miss him terrible..
someone tt i can speak to randomly about most things..
the house's been so quiet..
the view of his room from my desk looks awfully weird..
i'm so afraid tt something will happen to him there..
i den cried for you..
i heard a song tt have always been on my itunes..
it spoke of how i feel..
i really dunno how did i do..or why i deserve all those changes from u..
but i'm really thankful..
Thank you for loving me..
last person i cried for was my dad..
i was hurt..abt his response he told us..
i was hurt..abt the way my bro dislike him..
i feel tt my daddy is the BEST daddy..
he may not say much..but i know deep down..he loves us all..
and the NEWS of the entry is tt..
i'm getting married..
haha..
i'm so happy..
things r finally materialising..
but there is juz so much to do..
i think we will feel lost soon..
love nest : FOUND
ROM: FOUND
wedding band: finding..
renovation: finding..
actual dinner: LOST
- i.am.a.happy.gal -
out
- cyn -
in a fairytale world (:
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