practicum did not start off well by my own standards, but i'm coping better..

well..better enough to get me more observations, I'm keeping my fingers cross..

I really afraid to be disappointed by myself..but well..能入圍已經是一種更定..i'm really comforted by that..

well, bro's application to do his 2nd masters aint going well and he might be heading back b4 we know and mom's on her first long trip overseas.. i've decided not to go bcoz of $$ issue as well as family issues..

yesh..her cancer is back..i feel so sorry for her..she has been suffering all her life..wad can i do for her? sometimes i wished i did medicine instead..y did i take F Maths when i could take bio den..gosh..will my life be different now? all i can do now if to acc her to scans and checkups and try to do things that she like..wad else can i do? i hope she makes it pass 17th dec..

all is well, but i'm getting busier..and am beginning to see the uglier side of work life..stay clear n stay out i hope..i hope everything will turn out fine..i really rather everything pause forever..